Farewell

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already since we first met
I’ve believed in your love
I’ve never doubted it
even when you hated me
because you were afraid of me
you didn’t know me then
you’ve been walking around
like a shadow through my life
you always have been with me
I could feel you like a good fairy
who is blessing my way
you were always around
but I never could touch you
this night I woke up
and I knew you were gone
forever
I cried like a child
and I froze
in my lonely bed

A New Morning

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more than ever
your vulnerability
freaks me out
your deep wisdom
I can’t fathom
I feel you more than ever
your strength to dare
to become yourself
deep inside we know
we are free in ourselves
I know I can’t hold you
I don’t try it
but no other city can give you
a home
like no other person can do
love grows only in freedom

I would like to tell you so much
about my love to you
but I don’t want to spoil it
indeed the more open you become
the more you are a mystery to me
and now I have to wait
I don’t know for what
maybe for a new morning
and another one
for other months and new opportunities
longing to forget you
that someone else finds my heart
that I can live again

Farewell

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God make your way smooth and easy
as he always does for his angels

God let his sun shine in your tender heart
his love may heal you that you can love your self
you don’t need any other recognition from outside
to love yourself

when you realize this
you will become free

many misunderstandings
finally I understand
do I really do

go on searching for yourself
and you will find a real treasure
I promise

bye bye angel