I’m not


as I never identified myself with my riches
when I still had money
I don’t identify myself with my poverty
it’s strange
since I was a child I had a feeling of disparateness
when I was looking in the mirror
this face this body should be me
it was always difficult for me to think
I’m this or that
I seldom defined myself over my job or role in society
I have no fixed image of myself
it’s even difficult for me when I don’t look in the mirror
to remember my face
maybe that is so because I’m more heart than brain
more emotion than mind
maybe because I am nothing special I can be everything
maybe because I am nothing I am all